You feel trapped by life, which is causing distress and anxiety. You are actively seeking a way out of your troubles, but do not yet have a path that you feel confident will help you. You are open to new experiences and are able to connect emotionally with others, and so if you are able to formulate a plan for your future, the outlook is positive that you will find satisfaction.

You desire escape from an unsatisfactory relationship or job situation. In all likelihood, you feel underappreciated and you hope for a change or for a way to improve cooperation. With your hopes for compatibility being frustrated, this relationship is beginning to seem like a burden and leaving you irritable and impatient.

04.05.12

What are the chances

Of finding a song off an album I bought that perfectly correlates to what I’m thinking

20.10.11
1

Why

Can’t I let go of you?

20.10.11

Don’t Jump the Gun If You Can’t Dodge the Bullet

(Verse)
Where did I go wrong

I planted this seed for so long

paid my dues, and all I ever got from you was

So long goodnight, so long good bye

All I ever wanted was my happy ending

picket white fence but this ship is sinking

eyes all on me even though it seems

I’m head over heals neck deep in uncertainty

(chorus)

She said don’t look now, our time is running out loud

my hearts beating faster, faster, faster, don’t let my feet hit the ground

Cuz I’ve been suffering from this heartache you’ve placed far away

and tonight i raise my glass to the time I’ve wasted girl

kiss my ass

(verse)

Baby don’t jump the gun if you can’t dodge the bullet

lets load up this gun cock it and pull it

Russian roulette romance, I can tell from your lack of breath

That your palms are sweating for a second chance

and another shot at our last song last dance

happily ever never comes after abandon ship

(chorus)

She said don’t look now, our time is running out loud

my hearts beating faster, faster, faster, don’t let my feet hit the ground

Cuz I’ve been suffering from this heartache you’ve placed far away

and tonight i raise my glass to the time I’ve wasted girl

kiss my ass


(Bridge)

Don’t hold your breath, forget the rest

their sights are set, pointed at my chest

Rip out my heart, tear our the seams

there’s nothing left, but to pick up the pieces

(Chorus)

She said don’t look now, our time is running out loud

my hearts beating faster, faster, faster, don’t let my feet hit the ground

Cuz I’ve been suffering from this heartache you’ve placed far away

and tonight i raise my glass to the time I’ve wasted girl

kiss my ass

17.10.11
2

Realized I loved you

When you’re shit face drunk, throwing up, having a asthma attack, drinking a drop a water at a time, sitting on the bathroom counter while you’re peeing, brushing your teeth and getting tooth paste all over the counter and mirror, and still cuddling while we both fell asleep. Open bar, your worst friend. But unconditionally, I’ll love you till the end.

20.12.10
2
I Love You
13.12.10

Dear Caro and Flo,

I do not fully understand where all of your hostility is coming from. Though words have been exchanged in the past, the both of you are way out of line under these circumstances. In fact, if you took the opportunity now to reread what you thought was talking shit, I’m pretty sure that you will indeed realize that your actions were wrong. Angelina did not call you any names in that post nor attack you. She simply stated that she was disgusted by the fact that I dated you. Not that you were disgusting.

Now after you and I broke up florenza, that’s where we ended. You realized I wasn’t the right one for you and I for me. Soon after those events I decided that I needed to move on from high school and remove the stupid mistakes from my past that to this day was allowed to haunt me. Anytime spent with you or Carolina, I was constantly and vocally reminded me of everything I did wrong in highschool, which at this point was almost 4 years ago. And to be perfectly honest florenza, you and I have nothing in common. We can’t hold a conversation for more than 10 minutes, clearly we’re not right for one another, moved past it, don’t care anymore. No hard feelings, I’m long past it.

Clearly I made the right choice in deleting the two of you from my life. You are both still stuck in high school, still drama queens, still think people care about you. All you have is your little circle of fake friends. You all hate each other and talk shit constantly. You both talk shit about everyone. You get together on skype and talk, talk, talk, talk, talk. You want to talk about feeling ashamed to know someone, to have ever met someone. So am I. Both of you are terrible people. I’ve done my wrong but you two just don’t quit. Caro and flo against the world. I don’t mean any if this is disrespect. It is simply retaliation for the game you both chose to play. Please leave me alone, stop talking about me. And if you were wondering, I’m doing this on my own free will. Stick together. That way you won’t die alone. It’s funny how it’s so easy to throw me under the bus and to hold on to a grudge for 3 years. If I would have known that fact I never would have spoke to you again. Clearly you’re not over me. Let it be known now that I am simply responding to what you, Carolina and florenza did. I had nothing to do with the beef between florenza and Angelina. It’s your problem, I did not create any of it, so leave me out of it.

Thanks

01.12.10

Spring time right before summer meets is the best place for an east Atlantic coast dream there’s nothing close or in between. This little city where I grew up is almost a land mark up at the top and I’d love for nothing more to bring a little cheer to my parents hearts

Cuz I’ve been living this dream in the back of my heart and the quite little corner my secret spot I don’t wanna miss a chance to make my life mean a little more than this

No I don’t wanna be super famous. I just wanna play and have kids hear us scream at the top of my lungs way past due our time is up I don’t wanna be a billionaire I just want a reason to have long hair spend my life on the road it’s the only one I want and I won’t let go

29.11.10
Had to make my fav. Pizza today. Ham, pineapple, ricotta cheese, and cinnamon. Not. Fuck you Miami Slice. Gonna be a bad Monday

Had to make my fav. Pizza today. Ham, pineapple, ricotta cheese, and cinnamon. Not. Fuck you Miami Slice. Gonna be a bad Monday

22.11.10

I’m at work and all I want to do is SLEEP!!!!!

Agreed

(Source: donteatchocolate)

22.11.10
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